Veni Vidi Vici

School is back in and I should be reading, studying, doing homework, and the like. I just really don’t want to though. I am still in a summer mode but that gut wrenching feeling of “You know it’s gonna bite you in the ass if you put it off” is just not letting me get out of doing my school work. I guess summer has really come to an end even though I wish I could have done something out of the blue. Ahh well that’s what I get for being a gamer I guess. Spend too much time being an achievement whore and that’s pretty much what I get. I didn’t get to see everyone I wanted to see over summer but I guess I’ll catch up with them sooner or later, hopefully sooner then later. Maybe a trip to visit them during a holiday or something. Hopefully I can transfer to some University as well seeing as the economy gets worse daily, more and more graduates are returning to obtain further education cutting us transfer students out of the picture. Kinda random and unorganized thoughts just going through my head right now. Don’t even know what to do anymore really since I hear it’s really getting harder and harder to transfer, jobs are declining, and who knows what else is going on. Well if you consider this blog to be a sort of “venting” phase or something like that, there was an article I read which said it could be good for some people to vent out and just talk to someone about their problems and maybe get some feedback because it helps them stay stable. Every time you hold something back and it builds up this sort of anger inside of you and the line gets thinner and thinner until you just snap. Like that dude who cursed out an airline passenger and then went down the emergency slide thing after grabbing a beer. Haha well, I don’t think venting really helps me since I don’t feel any better if I tell anyone about my problems or not. I keep my problems to myself and solve them myself as well but I’m always there if anyone needs me to listen. I mean I just don’t see the point in telling someone my problems when I already know they have problems of their own that they are dealing with and when I tell them about the problems I have it’s not going to make theirs disappear.